Damn This So-Called Love

By: Floyd Fletcher

I don't know 
If I'm such a downright fool
I feel the agony within
That I'm the one who made it.

The day I started to want you
Is the day I started to kill myself.
Of hoping someday
A perfect picture of ourselves.

The more you ignore this feeling, the more I get close to you.
Double the burden you hurt me, double the height I long for you.
Can't you see the logic?
Your gain is my pain.

Pilot

A new day. A new beginning. I'm not bored. I just want to do something different. I'm not sad. I'm actually excited to face what's gonna come my way. I'm not losing hope. But I'm very much fired up to start a new journey. You know that one point in life where you want to do something different? Something drastic. Something that will make you more inspired. Something that will make you feel more like yourself. You desire to move forward if you know there's a big pot of gold at the end of your endeavors. It's like seeing a shining light at the end of the tunnel. It's not that I don't love what I'm doing right now. But I aspire to do more. I know I can still do better things. And I'm optimistic to achieve what I want. Like a ladder, I will go up each step. One by one.